The exam blog

this is where the magic happens, uh like 3 years ago what a hobo nothings changed. my friend from highschool who got the benz SUV called me hobo in highschool

i blog more when it is exam/crunch time because i have to focus a lot of pragmatic energy at school and the not so pragmatic energy makes me feel crazy i have to put it somewhere. i get easily distracted and the homework is so undergrad, i want to get out of this degree and move ON for gosh sakes. oh well this is my lot i made it, i took a bunch of intellectual basketweaving courses and so i have this extra year on my back but at least i am evading paying back OSAP


which reminds me i have a lot of bills to pay.

some people have graduated and are getting graduation gifts. a friend of mine last year got a mercedes SUV for graduating. some people are getting travel packages as gifts after university.

all i will be getting is my gigantic debt and then more debt because im a moron who is going back for more. its weird to play this intersubjective wishing game, wishing i were a rich kid but then to not get too down on myself i'll pretend i wouldnt be me as i am if i had money, no thats true i suppose but its sad when you have to say things like that to yourself so that you can forget fantasizing about going somewhere exciting after spending 5 years in the city fun forgot.

naw, nevermind wishing i had money i DO have money why do i forget that most of the people on this planet are starving what the,? haha maybe its coz i have no money to visit them.