Good news

it is a lovely day perfect temperature for once not humid gross and not chilly frigid it is just perfect, so i will sit here inside finding the best adjectives to describe outside.

the bad news is that laptop screens disappear outside, you cant see nuffin here i thought ill buy a laptop do the whole twenty something dreamer thing and write my manifesto in the park under a tree well GUESS AGAIN all of that is just false advertising you have to buy stuff for your stuff to do that. should have got a typewriter.

so i have my period again i suppose thats good news when you are sexually active its like im back in grade 10 you know when you discover how happy a period can make a girl in spite of the pain and loss of self control and uppityness of emotions. oh, i spoze that explains why i screamed at one of my roommates yesturday instead of being smart-snide and funny, i just had no control. hm. funny that.

ive also had dreams on this period where some girl is hitting on my boyfriend and i spend the rest of the dream beating her up, something that doesnt make a lot of sense in real life he is culpable but in dream world definately the way to get your shit out of you.

i dont know what to do today, i want to do some push ups because im going sea kayaking in BC and dont want to slow the group down and more importantly i dont want to be thought of by anyone in BC as some, what do they call it, city slicker, well not really there must be some more modern word for it but then again maybe thats city slicker of me to think they would modernize.

but this house is filthy, and asides from the bed that is too cushy there is nowhere to do some good push upping. i think ill go start a fight.