Scrolling through endless lists of tasks this economy produces I am overwhelmed in my winterblues to think that the real world everyone is telling me to join has nothing to do with whats real and everything to do with promoting something that isn't very real at all. Things can only be real for people who believe in something and its not like im about to get paid above minimum to not believe in something. I stood up in front of my 4th year ethics class and went on a tirade about how it is really something to think we can talk about the destinies of millions of people as a class subject let alone draw conclusions about their moral conduct i mean there's money in this not morality why can't i get paid to disbelieve? will i fail this assignment while the believers pass because they got to make a more verbose version of their grade 8 presentation on some poor starving country thats what it really sounds like in there.
i.got.the.blues.
will someone just hire me i dont know what for, for being really good at a lot of vague things like adobe and making posters and singing and being kind of funny, coz i can also sew, shoot and edit digital video, be bossy if i need to and organize a lot of things.
i cant speak french very well but if you talk at me in french you are clear as day.
the blues. these winter blues.
if anyone you know can make use of me, and not just to talk about lattes or go door to door selling people charity, that would be news to me.
back to the search to find a place to make dollars to graduate a degree that unless i go more in debt will have no relevance anyways score yes i love the promise of tommorrow and how it sold me where i am today.
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